So I've got a ton of shit going on right in my life. I've got a ton of work to do for school this year and I've got harder crew practices because I'm training for JV/Varsity in the spring (after one year as a novice you're automatically bumped to one of the two teams). Since my crew practices are so long, it really cuts into my time to do homework. Sometimes I skip subjects cuz I'm so damn tired and my grades suffer (only a little bit, but still... I'm tryin' to go abroad next year!). On top of that something even worse is going on: last spring my parents decided to get divorced which really sucked cuz they announced it a week before my birthday. I wasn't really bothered at first cuz my dad lives overseas and they've been apart for about nine years now, so I can say I saw it coming. Now, however, I'm really starting to be affected by it, my mom has boyfriend and he's a nice guy and all, but I'm really not comfortable with him yet, I mean it's not that I don't like him, I'm just not comfortable with the fact that the woman I live with 24/7 and who over 40 acts like a teenager and is completely obsessed with her boyfriend (honestly, mom, SHUT THE FUCK UP, I DON'T NEED TO HEAR IT!!). On top of that, my older sister is still pissed at my mom for the divorce and dislikes the fact that she's dating even more that I do, plus I think she's been acting up because of it. I got scared because she's blowing money and my mom threatened to cut her off. Even worse, she got drunk at a frat party and, like me, she's DIABETIC, so that's REALLY DANGEROUS. My sis is academically smart, but is really lacking in the common sense department.

All this crap is really stressing me out and it's starting to affect every aspect of my life. I think the reason I keep getting sick this year is because of all this effing stress.

So, given the title of this journal, you may be wondering what this all has to do with my fanfiction. Let's just say, fanfiction is my way to vent since I can't really talk to anyone about what I'm going through. So I tend to be really sadistic towards the characters in my fics. It's just a heads up.

Actually, I started fiddling with a KandaxOC fanfic. I normally hate those types of fics cuz they get really annoying. But, to my surprise, I kept writing and now it's on its 25th page and is on at least six people's story alert of Fanfiction.net. So I wanted to ask you guys, do you want to read it as well? I mean, this is really just a fic I use to vent my stress, but other people seem to really like it so...If you want to read it, leave a commment and let me know. Keep in mind that this isn't a Yaoi, it's CANON, meaning the OC is a girl. She's boyish and all, but still a girl.

Again, let me know if you want to read it. Thank God It's Friday and Happy Holidays to all!